So you might wonder what is the said occasion, right? well simply today (April Fools) is my birthday, and i've finally reached that point in life when i start being unpleased by the idea of celebrating it.
Sure it's fun to get stuffed with all kinds of delicious food, and be treated like a queen for a day...But here i am, 25, working, single and not sure about where my life is actually heading. I mean, i'm 25! i'm freaking 25!!! damn! where did my youth went, i didn't realize it went away, in my head i'm still the 20-something girl who's heading to university, but go figure, i'm now the one teaching, and how did it happen?! when the hell did it happen? i barely feel like i've learnt enough to pass my knowledge on!
Time is a trick, it flies by when you don't want it to, and it goes very VERY slow when you need it to go a little quicker just to make that moment a little less annoying or less awkward...and i bet you know the feeling too, i mean it's a general feeling we all pass through it once as life went by....There's always a moment when you say: Hey time, you've tricked me!
well here is the whole point of that journal entry: i feel like time has tricked me...ALL THE TIME! how ironic right?! time all the time! :/
anyway, here is the initiation of my dementia, also caused by a premature alzheimer, it lures me into ranting and rambling, but ohhh how delightful it is to sleep into dementia
anyway, by now you should be both scared and laughing at all my craziness, hopefully more laughing than anything else, because the prankster that is born on april fools and that is inside of my and guiding my guts everyday seriously wishes to have brought a grin on your face to the least.
Anyway, i shall stop this entry now before it gets any more boring or weird.
Hope you guys all had a great and fun day, if not, make sure to have a good weekend and that YOUR time doesn't just FLY BY!
Calou~











